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【晨曦散文】我想我该回家了  

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我想我该回家了

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昨夜朦胧.耳听笛声.以为是在梦境.而笛声断断续续的不停.我渐渐清醒.原来已经是午饭时间了.

  推开窗子.邻家的孩子在学吹笛.忽然,一种久违的温馨.电流一般轻拂过心灵.熟悉的画面.母亲曾经教我玩过许多的乐器.或许是天资不够聪明.我总学不会.而唯一让我爱不释手的却是扬琴.这让母亲非常的不解.看着我细心地削那琴敲时.母亲的目光就象研究天外不明飞行物一般.我很小的时候就会削那种"琴敲".这个名字也是我发明的(专业人士叫它琴键)我自己就叫它"琴敲".那是用一种老的竹子劈开.然后选合适自己的一段竹片.慢慢的把竹片削薄.就剩顶头的不动...我削的一般就是吃饭的筷子那样长短.顺丝先扒掉一些.头那里保留一寸左右要先切断一半.那时候.我才几岁.常常在切断的时候掌握不好.结果老重新弄那原料.

我不知道别人怎么做的.我自己就是用妈妈的菜刀对着竹片的一寸处砍下顺着断口处去掉后面的竹肉.就剩竹表皮那里一部分.(.非常奇妙的是.后来砍下的力度非常合适.所以.那些乐团的大人也常常叫我帮他们.在他们连哄带骗下.我常常帮他们削很多这样的琴敲供他们使用.)然后再用木砂子慢慢打磨.感觉差不多了.就是用双手对着琴试试.一付琴敲的软硬度要尽量一致.否则会影响演奏的效果.为了增强性.在琴敲的头部缠上白胶布.就算完成了.我那是特别喜欢敲扬琴的感觉.常常乘妈妈不在家围上她那条从上海托人捎回来的白纱巾(现在已经没有那样的纱巾了.象蚊帐一样的面料)一边敲.一边唱...

而哥哥们玩的东西就广泛了.他们有的喜欢拉手风琴.有的喜欢吹笛子.我也曾经试过吹笛.可是不要说吹出旋律了.连声音都没有吹响过..那是我特别崇拜我大哥.他笛子.口琴都吹非常好.而最难得的是他喜欢和我们合奏.并以我们的水平为准.那时候我们不懂什么组合.就是觉得合在一起好听.自娱自乐.

时间过去了三十多年了.趴在窗口的瞬间.竟能够把儿时的那段记忆回忆得如此清晰.就象刚刚发生过一样.从我15岁离开家乡.就很少和家人相聚了.而和儿时的伙伴们有的到现在都没有见过..我们各自都在忙碌着...但是我想我们可能永远不曾忘记过那些美好的童年.或许他们也和我一样在某个特定的环境.因为某个特定的事情.将自己的回忆唤醒.然后也象我一样想念那些儿时的伙伴.在我们的记忆中.我们永远保存当年的纯真.

笛声忽然停了下来.邻家的孩子不知何时来到了我的身边.非常礼貌.非常歉意的说:"对不起!吵了你了吧阿姨?是我妈妈叫我学的"我笑着抱起孩子.对他说:"没有关系.你什么时候都可以再吹.因为阿姨也曾和你现在一般大过.阿姨的妈妈也曾象你妈妈要求你一样的要求过我去学这些..而这些都将永远会成为你美好的记忆!"

孩子笑了..孩子的妈妈也笑了.我也笑了.而我的妈妈呢?您是否也笑了?您知道吗?当我每次看见高挂苍穹滴露的星星.就想起了您思儿的泪珠.那些闪烁的泪珠牵动着天下儿女的心.牵动着天下父母的心.

我对自己说:我想,我该回家了!

I think I am in the home
Text / Dawn


Hazy last night. Hearing sound. Thought I was in the dream. Theintermittent sound of the clock. I gradually clear. The original isalready a lunch time.
Pushes the windowing son. Neighborhood children playing in school.All of a sudden, a warm long time. Current general breeze over thesoul. Familiar with the picture. The mother has taught me a lot ofmusical instruments played. May be smart enough talent. I alwayslearn not. The only let me put it down but it is Yangqin. It is themother could not understand. looked at me carefully cut it out whenGuoqin. the mother's eyes as outer UFO research in general. I havevery little time will cut the "knock-qin." I invented the name ofthe (keys professionals call it) I called it "Guoqin out." It is anold split bamboo. and then choose the appropriate section of theirown bamboo.
The bamboo Thin cutting slowly. Fixed immediate left ... I cut thegeneral is to eat as the length of the chopsticks.Digs up Shun somewire first. Reservation, where the first cut off the first half ofan inch or so. At that time. I only teens. often have a bad time tocut off. the results of the old material to get it.
I do not know how other people do. I use my mother's kitchen infront of an inch of bamboo along the fracture Office Department hadremoved the meat behind the bamboo. Epidermal left there as part ofbamboo.  Very strange yes. Later efforts had veryappropriate. so. Orchestra adults who often asked me to helpthem.Humbugging and cheating in their next. I often help them cutout a lot of this kind of Qin for their use.) wood and then sandand then slowly polished. feel almost the same. is to try to useboth hands in front Guoqin.Pays the qin out a Flex to the line asfar as possible. Otherwise, the effect will affect the play. Inorder to enhance sexual. Guoqin knock in the head wraps of whiteadhesive tape.
Even if the project is completed. I am particularly fond of it isfeeling out Yangqin. Often not at home by her mother that she WaiShanghai Trustee send back from the white scarf (now is not that ascarf. The same fabric as mosquito nets) side out. while singing...
And his brother were playing on a wide range of things. Some ofthem like to pull accordion. Some like playing son. I have triedplaying. However, not to mention the melody begins. Lian voiceshave not sounded too .. That is my Special worship my big brother.his flute. blowing harmonica are very good. The most unusual is hisfavorite music with us. and to the level we shall prevail. At thattime, we do not know what combination of. is that good together.amused Since the music.
Time has passed 30 years.Lies prone in the window moment. Was ableto recall memories of childhood that was so clear. As has justhappened. From my 15-year-old to leave home. On a few and theirfamilies. The partners and childhood up to now have not seen .. weare busy with their own ... but I did not think we will probablynever forget those wonderful childhood. Perhaps they, like me, in aparticular environment. because of a particular matter. will awakenmemories of their own. and then as I miss those childhood partners.in our memory. We will never save the innocent year.
Sound suddenly stopped. The kids next door do not know when theycame to me. Very polite. Very sorry to say: "I'm sorry! Noisy auntyou had it? Is my mother called me the" I have a smile fromchildren. to say to him: "There is no relationship. you
What can be blowing at all times. Because the aunt did, and you arenow greater than the general. Aunt's mother did, as your mother askyou to have the same requirements as those I went to school .. andthey will always be your good memories! "
Kids laughed .. children's mother also laughed. I laughed. But mymother do? Do you have laughed? Did you know? Whenever I see thesky covered with stars drops open. The thought of you tearsthinking of children. those blinking tears touches the hearts ofall children. touches the hearts of all parents.
I said to myself: I would like to, I go home!

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