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【晨曦随笔】母亲的情怀 晨曦  

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母亲的情怀

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 (歌曲:烛光里的妈妈)

 

夏日的清晨,母亲突然按响了门铃,我看着门外的母亲,惊喜万分,眼睛里有着太多太多的说不清的内容,母亲却是非常宁静地看着我,慈爱里闪烁着几分童真,“怎么,不欢迎妈妈?”我这时发现自己一直呆呆地在看母亲的眼睛,忘记了让母亲进屋,我快速地打开花园的门,拥抱着母亲,这时暑气未出,凉风和着花园的草木,使人心情畅快,公务员们在忙着搬母亲的行李,哥哥的司机在向他交代着母亲的各个事项,我陪母亲坐在花园里喝茶。

母亲打量着花园,径自跨过小小的鱼池,去花园的中央采了一些花,吩咐我拿把剪刀来,我看着母亲小心翼翼地把所有的花修剪整齐,并拔下月季花上的每一根刺,用手试试,觉得不扎手了,便走向西北的书房,(那是母亲去年来的时候自己选好的房间,她从退休后一直供佛的)把精心修剪好的花供到佛像前面,并点了一根卧檀香,嘴里念叨什么我不怎么能够听清,随着母亲的礼拜,空气里开始有隐隐的香气飘了起来,母亲说;带刺的花是不能供佛的,一会她要亲自去买百合花或者康乃馨,这个是临时表达她的诚意。母亲做完这一切,便回到花园的茶海边,这时,除了茶以外,多了一些豆浆和点心。

母亲说;“你这花园少了一种花,你应该多种一些莲花”我回母亲话;种了,可是没有看见开过花,母亲这才发现躺在鱼池里的二株睡莲,然后转向我说“去问问怎么了啊,不是前段时间不是有个方丈要帮你种的吗?他没有教你?”我如实回答;今年事多,那个方丈曾经来过电话,让我拿缸过去,放他寺院,待长好了再拿回来,可是我觉得没有时间,而且我觉得我老去那个寺庙似乎不是很妥,军车比较显眼,而且怕别人有微词。

母亲训斥;“糊涂,在佛面前众生平等,你怎么会有这样的想法?”我看见母亲严厉的目光,不敢作声,好在这时电话响了,是二哥问母亲到了没有,我责怪他没有事先告诉我一下母亲来的消息,二哥说他也刚刚知道母亲来我处了。

母亲听到是二哥的电话就拿过我的手机说道;“你们是不是觉得我老了?什么事都不告诉我了?你们这几个现在在哪里?还要骗我多长时间?”我在边上说:妈妈,不是要骗你,你也是老革命了,应该知道不该问的不要问。母亲无语地把手机递给我,二哥说“不要让妈妈不高兴。”我说;我会的,你们自己多保重。

挂了电话,我和母亲突然进入了一种寂静的状态,我明白母亲的担心,我尽量柔声地说;妈妈...

“不要说了,妈妈知道,”母亲的眼睛已经微红了。

我笑道;他们不是有您吗?您天天吃素念佛的,佛祖会保佑他们的,您看,我不是被您念回来了吗?

母亲终于被我逗笑了,母亲的笑非常的甜,非常的美,这个当年的“李铁梅”现在会唱各种各样的经,她说“中国最早的诗经并不是写在纸上的,而是人们用那种飞流直下三千尺的跌宕起伏和珠落银盘似的清脆响亮唱出来的”,所以,有时听母亲唱经也真是一种享受。

我换好衣服,看见母亲已经拿着一本《法华经》坐在花园里读了,在临关门的那刻,看着已经年高的母亲庄重地在读着经书,我的眼里涌现了晶莹的泪花,我知道,母亲所做的一切都是为了我们,她天天祈祷着我们平安,幸福,我们从不干预母亲的信仰,就是因为我们理解母亲的情怀和她那颗冰清的心,妈妈,此刻我想对您说:我们永远爱您!

(完)

Mother'sfeelings
Text / Dawn


Early summer, the mother suddenly thedoorbell ringing, I looked outside the mother, very pleasantsurprise, far too many eyes with the contents of a hard nut tocrack, the mother is very quiet and looked at me, love the flashinga bit of childhood, "how, do not welcome my mother?" I have beenstaring at this time found himself looking at the mother's eyes,and forget to let the mother entered the room, I quickly opened thedoor of the garden, hugging her mother, when the heat not that coolbreeze and the garden vegetation invigorating feeling is that civilservants are busy moving the mother's luggage, the driver of hisbrother to his mother's account of the various matters, Iaccompanied her mother to sit drinking tea garden.
Mother playing lit garden, went across the small fish pond, gardento take a number of central flowers, instructed me to take thescissors, I carefully looked at the mother of all flower trim andtidy and off the Rose Each thorn, try his hand, felt that it wasnot difficult to handle, and then to the northwest of the study,(it was last year when mothers choose their own room, she has beenretired from the worship Buddha) good pruning to flower well forthe front of the Buddha, and a point lying on the sandalwood, themouth less able to talk over what I heard, with the worship of themother, the air began to smell faintly floating up
Mother; barbed flowers can not worship Buddha, the one person shewanted to buy lilies or carnations, this is a temporaryexpression_r_r_r r of the sincerity of her. Motherafter all, they return to the Tea Garden, the beach, when, inaddition to tea, the more milk and some snacks.
The mother said; "you spend a little garden, you should have avariety of some of the Lotus", then I returned to the mother;species, but did not see had been spent, the mother is found lyingin the two fish pond water, and then turn I say "to ask how the,ah, is not there some time ago not to be abbot of the right kindsof help you? He did not teach you?" I answered truthfully; a littlemore this year, the abbot,Had come phone, let me get past cylinder, let him off the temple, it took long to be back, but I did nothave time to think, and I think I am old that it does not seem tobe the temple, the military relatively conspicuous, but others areafraid of criticism.
Mother reprimanded; "confused, all creatures are equal before theBuddha, how can you have such thoughts?" I saw the eyes of a motherseverely, did not dare to say anything good when the phone rang,the brother asked the mother to not, I He did not blame you mothertold me prior to the news that his brother had just know that I amthe mother to the Department.
Mother heard the brother took the call on the phone said I; "Ithink that you are not old? Nothing to tell me? You a few now? Howlong will I have to cheat?" I said in the edge: her mother, not tolie to you, you are old revolutionary, and should know should notbe asked not to ask. Wordless mother handed me their cell phone, mysecond oldest brother said, "Do not let my mother happy." I said; Iwill, take care of your own.
Hung up the phone, I suddenly entered a mother of a state ofsilence, I understand the mother's fear, I said softly as possible;mother ...
"Do not say, my mother knows," the mother's eyes have areddish.
I smiled; they do not have you? Buddhist vegetarian you every day,the Buddha will bless them, you see, I do not read by yourback?
My mother finally laugh, the mother's smile is very sweet, verymuch the United States, this year's "Li Tiemei " Now sing a widerange of economic, she says, "The Book of Songs is not China'searliest written on paper, but with the kind of people down飞流upsand downs of the 3000-foot drop and silver beads like singing outloud and clear, so, sometimes to sing by listening to the mother isalso a kind of enjoyment.
Trades clothes I saw a mother is holding a "Lotus Sutra" sitting inthe garden reading, in that moment of temporary closing, the motherlooked at has high, solemnly, as in reading the book, my eyes haveemerged Jingying the tears, I know, the mother has done everythingfor us, she prayed every day we have peace, happiness, and we neverinterfere in the mother's beliefs, because we understand themother's feelings and her heart of hearts Bingqing, mother, at themoment I would like to tell you: We will always loveyou!

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